Rachel thought she was grown up enough to accept that no
one is perfect. Her parents argue, her grandmother has been acting strangely,
and her best friend doesn't want to talk to her. But none of that could have
prepared her for what she overheard in her synagogue's sanctuary.
Now Rachel's trust in the people she loves is shattered,
and her newfound cynicism leads to reckless rebellion. Her friends and family
hardly recognize her, and worse, she can hardly recognize herself. But how can
the adults in her life lecture her about acting with kavanah, intention, when
they are constantly making such horribly wrong decisions themselves? This is a
witty, honest account of navigating the daunting line between losing innocence
and entering adulthood—all while figuring out who you really want to be.
Growing up is a pain especially when it seems that everyone around you is either disappointing you or treating you differently. Sometimes it's hard to know which way is up or even believe that things eventually sort themselves out. In Intentions, Rachel is unsure of how to approach the problems assaulting her on many fronts – her parents’ fighting, her deteriorating friendship with her once best friend, her grandmother’s ailing health and finally a potentially explosive revelation about her rabbi. It's hard not to empathize with what it’s like to be that age going through rocky changes that leave you feeling helpless at best.
My first impression of Rachel is that she’s a pent up ball
of anger just kind of hovering, waiting to move forward. Her tendency as a narrator to list every
thought and step going through her mind had me wondering if it was therapeutic
for her to focus on each minute detail. I found it tedious initially – I mean really, I don’t need to know all the
steps between opening the door to the bathroom and going to the bathroom. But I
began to ease up on her later because the very thing that bugged me in the
beginning entertained me. Case in point, she goes through all the steps involved in primping and
prepping for a much anticipated date. It was hilarious especially because it's so accurate.
The story gains some traction when Rachel finally decides
to take action and confront her best friend Alexis about the state of
their friendship. It’s a pretty neat scene and the chant that goes though her
mind clearly shows her resolve. However, try as she might, it doesn’t make a
difference and things go terribly wrong between them. In results in Rachel making a very poor choice with some harmful repercussions that she has to fix later. On the flip side, as one
friendship ends, a new one begins as she becomes closer to Jake, a
boy she’s had a crush on for a while. Jake is a pleasant surprise offering up
the kind of support she desperately needs at this time.
So Intentions' somber tone may not have grabbed me from the very beginning but it grew on me. And I very much liked the message it sent. Rachel ends up being someone to admire, making some tough decisions, confronting her fears and taking control. All in a day's work on her path to maturity.
~ Bel
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