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The wrong man never felt so right.
When helicopter medic Daniel Bliant answers an emergency call at Phil’s Bar, he can’t believe who the bartender is: the beautiful woman he saw in his ER months before and hasn’t been able to stop thinking about. He should forget her. After all, he knows he’s damaged goods. But Annika is intelligent, fun and totally stunning—the breath of life he desperately needs after the incident that left him shattered.Annika Mehta is doing just fine. She loves her job as a kindergarten teacher, even if the pay is low and she has a side gig working at Phil’s. At least the bar owners are more like family. Sure, she’s reeling from a bad breakup and the terrible event that caused it, but she’s fine. Really. What she doesn’t need is Daniel. He’s wrong for her in every single way—so why is their chemistry off the charts?
Source: Netgalley; ARC provided by publisher in exchange for an honest review
Goodness, Shroff has written an achingly tender story about two people who have experienced the kind of pain you don’t wish on anyone, and each has dealt with it differently. It's not for the faint of heart and my review will contain some spoilers.
From the onset, Then There Was You seems like a sweet romance. Annika is excitedly preparing for her first day as kindergarten teacher and Daniel is completely immersed in his work. Beneath the surface, though, lies immense pain. Annika suffered a miscarriage months ago and her fiance at the time broke up with her shortly after. Daniel was working in the ER that day when Annika was brought in and helped comfort her, though she doesn't remember him there. Her pain echoed everything that Daniel had lost years before when his daughter was gunned down during a school shooting. It so happens that the school is where Annika currently teaches. Where Annika has been working at processing her loss and grief, Daniel has simply resorted to shoving it away somewhere and instead, drowns himself in work. Daniel has often thought of Annika since that day in the ER and when he finally sees her at a medical emergency he's called to, he feels relief but also curiosity. There's an inexplicable pull there that he can't ignore, and so he quietly inserts himself into her orbit by starting to frequent the bar she works at part time. He knows he should be upfront with her about their previous meeting but he's not sure how to approach that. Meanwhile, hanging out together brings a bit of sunshine into their lives.
From the onset, Then There Was You seems like a sweet romance. Annika is excitedly preparing for her first day as kindergarten teacher and Daniel is completely immersed in his work. Beneath the surface, though, lies immense pain. Annika suffered a miscarriage months ago and her fiance at the time broke up with her shortly after. Daniel was working in the ER that day when Annika was brought in and helped comfort her, though she doesn't remember him there. Her pain echoed everything that Daniel had lost years before when his daughter was gunned down during a school shooting. It so happens that the school is where Annika currently teaches. Where Annika has been working at processing her loss and grief, Daniel has simply resorted to shoving it away somewhere and instead, drowns himself in work. Daniel has often thought of Annika since that day in the ER and when he finally sees her at a medical emergency he's called to, he feels relief but also curiosity. There's an inexplicable pull there that he can't ignore, and so he quietly inserts himself into her orbit by starting to frequent the bar she works at part time. He knows he should be upfront with her about their previous meeting but he's not sure how to approach that. Meanwhile, hanging out together brings a bit of sunshine into their lives.
I liked that the story dealt with personal pain and guilt on a very real level. It didn't feel like Shroff rushed to resolve lingering anguish to get to the romance, particularly in Daniel's case as he suffers from PTSD as well. If anything, I think it's all handled rather sensitively. Also tucked into the plot is Annika's parents push to see her settled with a proper man as they try to set her up with someone they think would be a good match. This would see her taken care of and also stop the endless gossips who've been muttering unkind things about her. The guy they're not so subtly setting her up with is great but Annika hasn't caught feelings for him the way she has for Daniel. But Daniel has so much to deal with on his own before they can move forward together, if that's what they actually want to do.
Then There Was You is genuinely moving. My one criticism is the misleading blurb which makes the novel out to be a cutesy romance when it is clearly delving into some heartbreaking storylines - ones that need content warnings for some readers. Despite the sadness that permeates the romance, I liked this even more than Shroff's debut mainly because of how cautiously she tread with Annika and Daniel's emotional baggage. Had she not done that well I think it would've been a different reading experience. Shroff is only getting better and I'm looking forward to reading more from her!
~ Bel
Content warning/triggers:
miscarriage, school shooting, child death, PTSD, passing racist remarks, brief racist incident
