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It’s all Ryden’s fault. If he hadn’t gotten Meg pregnant,
she would have never stopped her chemo treatments and would still be alive.
Instead, he’s failing fatherhood one dirty diaper at a time. And it’s not like
he’s had time to grieve while struggling to care for their infant daughter,
start his senior year, and earn the soccer scholarship he needs to go to
college.
The one person who makes Ryden feel like his old self is
Joni. She’s fun and energetic—and doesn’t know he has a baby. But the more time
they spend together, the harder it becomes to keep his two worlds separate.
Finding one of Meg’s journals only stirs up old emotions, and Ryden’s convinced
Meg left other notebooks for him to find, some message to help his new life
make sense. But how is he going to have a future if he can’t let go of the
past?
Ryden is weighed down by so much guilt – getting his girlfriend pregnant, his girlfriend dying because of it, feeling inadequate as a father for his baby girl Hope, and not being able to keep up with school. He’s trying desperately to fulfill his responsibilities but this is also a seventeen year-old who has a lot of growing up to do.
Verdi gives a realistic portrayal of what life is like
with a baby. His world is turned upside down and inside out. It’s hard enough
on any new parent let alone a teenager with very limited resources. And the guy
wants to do the right thing by his child. But he also wants time off to
experience a bit of the life he’s had to give up in order to be a father. Much
of the story focuses on his struggle to figure out what a father should be. He grew up without one and he wonders how much of that factors into his ability to be a good dad to
Hope. He also wants to pursue his love of soccer with the intention of getting a full ride to college. A full ride means a stellar education and the promise of a more secure future for him and his child. But the demands of that commitment to the team add more pressure to his already tight schedule. At many intervals he was rather naïve about what he
could accomplish considering his circumstances. Yet, I didn't want to see
his hopes dashed.
Ryden’s frantic search for Meg’s journals become his
obsession. He’s convinced that reading them will give him answers, a stronger
connection to Meg and her thoughts. He doesn’t bank on them giving him more
questions. He's also blindsided by his growing feelings for his co-worker, Joni who
takes his mind off of his chaotic life. It’s a reprieve when he’s
with her because he can temporarily suspend this other part of his life and just be. It’s a jerk move but the guy is confused and overwhelmed by life in general so he’s not
exactly making the wisest of decisions.
With sincerity and honesty, Verdi gives us a heartbroken single teen dad trying to adjust to life with his child. He's doing his best to make ends meet and to learn what it means to be a parent with the help of his resilient mother and two other friends who knew Meg well. Understanding where all the pieces of himself and Meg fit take an emotional toll on him. But part of growing up and maturing is understanding what can be fixed, what needs to be let go of and when to ask for help. There's hope for Ryden yet, and this guy who wants to be everything for his daughter, is a hero.
~ Bel
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